I feel very detached. this is not a new feeling but one that I finally put a name to. It's like I'm watching myself live life. I am aware of everything yet I haven't got a clue. My thoughts do not coincide with my actions. it very strange. My thoughts don't even seem to have a reason; just random thoughts, some deep, others silly and stupid. Anyways I just noticed the time and I should get home to make supper and finish my laundry and other housewifely things I should do but never do. Really I'm going home to make supper and watch t.v.