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On the road again.....

2005-04-28, 10:53 a.m.

Can adults run away? As i sit here all alone in my house, i am wondering why do I stay?
I know why, I don't want to leave my husband and he is stuck here as well. I think it is sad that he is counting down the days until we can leave. We don't have a job for next year yet but it doesn't really seem to matter as long as we are not here.
We(my husband) has applied to a couple of places but nothing yet. i have to wait until he has a job first before i can start looking for a job since he makes more then me. (i only make half of what he makes)
i am home sick today, and as crapy as I feel i rather be here then at work. I fel like i failed. I hate it here I hate my life I need a change.


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